For the past month or so, I have tried to get my life together. I took a mini vacation right after I was finished with my internship and went straight to Atlanta for a break which was an eye opener….came face to face with the past but was still unsure of what to do about my future. I keep telling myself that I want to be an entrepreneur/media mogul/Internet Oprah but to meet all of those goals, I must have $$$ and now, a typical 9-5 job is the only thing that seems to make sense right about now. I have gone on the job hunt looking for marketing assistant/associate positions and finding that the “ideal” marketing position is like searching for a diamond in the rough. And to make matters worse, it just doesn’t feel right working for someone else when I know what I am destined to do….Unfortunately, my dreams don’t pay the bills…yet! Is it crazy to think that you can have it all? And if so, is there a secret plan or crazy scheme one has to come up with to gain everything your heart desires? Are all the stumbling blocks placed in your path (family issues, relationship issues) there as a test to prepare you for what is to come or is everything simpler than a game of 21 questions and as long as you stay true to what you believe in and follow your heart, everything else will fall into place. I am not sure of the answer to any of these questions but I know that once I focus on the bigger picture , all the little details will fall into place…until then, gotta stay on the grind!